My counsellor has encouraged me to get my thoughts down on paper , well this is the nest best thing to paper.
I’ve always been an optimist and I’m determined to stay that way but it’s very hard. People say don’t be on your own but I can feel as lonely with people as I can on my own.
We’ve just come back from a week in Portugal , a place I’ve had many happy times with Chris and the kids. I took Olivia and her friends known as ” KLED ” and my besties. Cam and George stayed a couple of miles away and visited us every other day and had us in stitches with their stories and general shenanigans. We all had a good time , lots of laughs, a few tears and many Super Bocks and G & T’s.
It’s the simple things that get you. We’ve been to the top of the Empire State Building and down the Seine in Paris but what I wouldn’t give just to feel his hand in mine or hear that laugh.
Oh well off to bed as I’ve got a bike ride to do in the morning. I’ll post again tomorrow and I’ll tell you all about it .